I hate my mum!

This morning, I gave my mum a list of things I want from Singapore...

She read it and said, I'm not getting you a Ipod-touch! I said, BUT..I told you I'm not getting nintendo DSi, I said..I rather get an i-touch and she's like..NOOO! You said you don't want nintendo DSi so your not getting anything. I'm not getting you a ipod touch because at the end of the year, your going to be working and your going to be getting yourself a phone and inside you can put music. Why do you want double?!

I would have rather a nintendo DSi IF..IF my samsung i-touch was STILL working but its NOT. So you expect me to wait half a year before I can hear music through a earphone?

So now, I'm not getting ANYTHING...
Not even a nintendo DSi how unreasonable is that?

&& I even got all the names of the games I want for NOTHING..
Firstly, SHE lost my nintendo DS!

That nintendo DS was a christmas present from Marie's godpa. Its MINE and YOU lost it so don't you think you should replace it? && what's wrong with saying INSTEAD of replacing my nintendo DSi, why don't you get me SOMETHING that I NEED?! If my Samsung ipod, wasn't spoilt, do you think I would want a i-pod touch? I would but I would rather a nintendo DSi!

And now I have to wait till the end of the year when I start working before I can get it with MY OWN MONEY. I have to pay a HIGHER price for my Ipod touch/Blackberry because Australia's price is MORE expensive than singapore.
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First, she said I could get a i-touch and now..NOTHING!
because I wouldn't choose a nintendo DSi...
What the fark?!

I don't have to choose a nintendo DSi so YOU can play your stupid brain thinking game. And, if I don't choose a nintendo DSi, I get nothing just so you cant play? Pfft.
GAY to the maximum!

Once again, I let up hopes up for disappointment!
When will I EVER learn my lesson?

NEVER trust my mum, her words cant be trusted!
she says one thing one minute & then she denies it..

MAY! Have you finally learnt your lesson?
never trust HER, she's let your hopes down one too many times...

&& I once asked her before if I pass my TEE exam, will you give me $200 for a shopping spree. She said, I'll even double that amount. But, you know what.. I don't trust her words anymore. Tell me, 1 time when she actually MEANT something. And she tells me I say things but I don't do them. Well, HELLO! I FINALLY found the problem! Its because I'm following YOU like how all daughters are meant to follow in their mother's footsteps. TOTALLY EWW. I don't want to be like you AT ALL. I'm just going to forget about what she said, wouldn't even bother reminding her because she's going to be like, DID I SAY THAT? No, I didn't! Why would I argue this with someone that has a short term memory? OR, maybe she purposly pretends to forget!
Who gives a fag!

It's sad when you can no longer trust your mum...
&& TODAY is the day...

I won't even bother telling her about my day anymore. Why not? Well, why should I? Its a waste of my breath and honestly, she doesn't give a TOOT about it. When I ask my mum a question, she rarely answers anymore. She just goes silent & act like I'm not there. When I tell my mum SOMETHING, she rather listen to the news than me, makes me feel like such a pain when she goes..SHHHHHHHHHHHH. When my big sister calls home, she goes HAIIYAAAA, WHAT YOU WANTTTTTTT!!! What you wantt? I'm watching michael jackson's last rehearsal concert!!! How would you feel if you haven't been home in a LONG time and you call home and your mum does that to you? I would feel hurt..

I sure wouldn't want to be the one that calls home...
That would be MAJOR disappointment!

How would you feel when you have to travel all the way to Leederville by yourself and you haven't been there BEFORE, not even with family. You have no idea where is Leederville, you have no idea where your tuition is located..your scared, nervous..terrified you'll get lost and all your mum tells you is.. GO FIND ON THE INTERNET LAH! I KNOW A TRAIN GOES THERE! She wouldn't wake up early to send you to Murdoch Train Station because its too early in the morning and there would probably be a traffic jam on the way there. I'm not even asking her to send me to Leederville! Gosh!!

If it wasn't for my dad, I would have been majorly upset and how I've been treated. On my FIRST day of tuition, my dad sent me ALL THE WAY to Murdoch Train Station even though he was nearly running late for work. I'm pretty sure I felt the love there from my dad and I really needed to feel love cause right now, my heart feels so numb. On the SECOND day, he had to leave to work early but he send me to Livingston to catch a bus because the bus at Livingston comes every 10 minutes while before that, my mum wanted me to walk to CVC senior school and catch a 206 bus that comes every 1 hour. Nice, much? If my dad didn't volunteer to send me, I would be waiting at the bus stop at 7 in the morning in the dark.

If you still feel all joyful and happy then KUDOS to you.

Maybe I need to get lessons from you cause seriously, my life sucks right now!
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My heart feels so numb....yet its aching with disappointment!
can someone take away this aching pain, please...

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