A whole lot of rant!
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Hey guys! I'm REALLY, really feeling the stress of being year 12 right now. My head hurts badly I feel a migraine of some sort forming. I wake up and I still feel as tired as last night. Red bull doesn't work. I've been drinking red bull while studying and I have to say its little to no effect.
Today, I painfully found out my average for human biology. Its so embarrassing that I don't even want to share it with you guys. I let Mr Thorne down, he's such a good teacher yet I'm getting like ___%! Even if I get 100% in semester 1, I wouldn't get a B. Yeah, that's how bad my human biology marks are. I should be punished severely!
Maths. Oh, don't get me started on that. We were given a worksheet today and I did EVERY single question wrong. Just shoot me! I'm pretty sure even Mr Mulligan was aware that I was getting every question wrong as I kept copying down the right answers from the board. I'm pretty god damm sure I have the lowest maths average in that class.
Look, I HONESTLY think I'm not a bad student. I'm not bad at all. I pay attention when the teacher's talking. I take down notes, I try to understand everything they'll saying. I complete all my homework on time (mostly). I study before the test, I do exercises from the book.
Where did I go wrong?
someone tell me, coz I myself don't know anymore
I've given up hope on University. I cant imagine myself there anymore. All I can imagine is Ms Baud coming up to me and telling me I'm not going to make it to university and I should consider TAFE entrance. Maybe I should just give up. Move to non TEE, admit defeat.
A part of me doesn't want to admit defeat.
People say, anything is possible! Just work hard for it.
I am working hard for it. I am trying. I am also seeing no improvements.
For someone that knows her strength and weakness really well..
STUDYING IS NOT MY STRENGTH!
ARGH! *rips hair out*
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-ish pissed-
Talking about this just makes me fuming mad.
-has been removed-
(if you didn't read this before, you miss out!)
So because I did not get the assistance I need, we headed to city early!
Sat outside the library eating lunch then went inside to study AIT.
I'm not in a good mood to blog after that rant..so pictures will do the talking!
There's barely any BECAUSE..they didn't like pictures very much!
Jeremy didn't want his face inside!
Oh, me walking home.
Remember my post on May 25, 2009...
Photographer: Lerlyn! Thanks for helping me take this!
A year 8 boy did this. Everyone knew what happened, teachers were gossiping about it. Students were gossiping about it && I don't want to get in trouble blogging about it. So ask me if your not sure what happened today if your really curious. It was more than just a damaged glass. I was there, I saw the whole event unfold in front of me. It was scary too. I was surprised he didn't throw punches at the teacher on duty.
Today, I painfully found out my average for human biology. Its so embarrassing that I don't even want to share it with you guys. I let Mr Thorne down, he's such a good teacher yet I'm getting like ___%! Even if I get 100% in semester 1, I wouldn't get a B. Yeah, that's how bad my human biology marks are. I should be punished severely!
Maths. Oh, don't get me started on that. We were given a worksheet today and I did EVERY single question wrong. Just shoot me! I'm pretty sure even Mr Mulligan was aware that I was getting every question wrong as I kept copying down the right answers from the board. I'm pretty god damm sure I have the lowest maths average in that class.
Look, I HONESTLY think I'm not a bad student. I'm not bad at all. I pay attention when the teacher's talking. I take down notes, I try to understand everything they'll saying. I complete all my homework on time (mostly). I study before the test, I do exercises from the book.
Where did I go wrong?
someone tell me, coz I myself don't know anymore
I've given up hope on University. I cant imagine myself there anymore. All I can imagine is Ms Baud coming up to me and telling me I'm not going to make it to university and I should consider TAFE entrance. Maybe I should just give up. Move to non TEE, admit defeat.
A part of me doesn't want to admit defeat.
People say, anything is possible! Just work hard for it.
I am working hard for it. I am trying. I am also seeing no improvements.
For someone that knows her strength and weakness really well..
STUDYING IS NOT MY STRENGTH!
ARGH! *rips hair out*
---
-ish pissed-
Talking about this just makes me fuming mad.
-has been removed-
(if you didn't read this before, you miss out!)
So because I did not get the assistance I need, we headed to city early!
Sat outside the library eating lunch then went inside to study AIT.
I'm not in a good mood to blog after that rant..so pictures will do the talking!
There's barely any BECAUSE..they didn't like pictures very much!
Jeremy didn't want his face inside!
Oh, me walking home.Remember my post on May 25, 2009...
Photographer: Lerlyn! Thanks for helping me take this!A year 8 boy did this. Everyone knew what happened, teachers were gossiping about it. Students were gossiping about it && I don't want to get in trouble blogging about it. So ask me if your not sure what happened today if your really curious. It was more than just a damaged glass. I was there, I saw the whole event unfold in front of me. It was scary too. I was surprised he didn't throw punches at the teacher on duty.
does my teachers still believe I can make it
or have they given up on me?
or have they given up on me?
